A Few Fantastic Things and FAF

Fantastic thing #1:

Yesterday I donated blood!  I always get nervous about donating blood.  Not the needle or the process itself, I don't care about that, but being accepted to donate.  I'm always afraid my iron will be too low or I'll have a fever or something.  Luckily today I did not have that issue.  I was exhausted today so I was embracing the bed and trying to squeeze in a nap while donating.  Of course just as I was drifting off a girl came over and asked if I was ok - she thought I had passed out, ha.

I walked away with a lot of SWAG!  A free ticket to the Halloween thing that they do at the theme park, a $12.99 oil change and some other coupons.  Oh and I took an extra bag of Cheez-Its as they're a weakness of mine.  I'll be eligible to donate again on December 1st.

Fantastic thing #2:

Tuesday this gorgeous flower arrangement was delivered to my desk at work!

The picture doesn't do it justice.  The roses are huge and are so vibrant, that lily on top is GINORMOUS!  And it's all arranged in a ceramic pumpkin which is kind of hard to see.

They were delivered to me courtesy of my guy friend because he was kind of in the dog house (and for realsy deserved to be).  I couldn't keep him there after receiving these. :)

Fantastic thing #3:

I got around to decorating my porch for fall.  I don't do a whole lot of decorating because I don't have the money to do it most of the time, but I love mums so it seems that every year I feel the need to buy some.  I have to say I'm pretty pleased with the end result, although they are already looking a little worn because we've had frost a couple of times this week.  In particular the white ones which came from WalMart (don't ask) - the red ones are gorgeous though (got those from the local nursery).  I especially love the little girl scarecrow. :)

Kind of Fantastic thing #4:

Checking in for Fat Ass Friday

Starting weight: 192
Last weigh in: 166.4
Current weight: 166.6
Weight +GAIN / -LOSS this week: +.2
Total weight lost: 25.4 lbs

I actually did really well with my diet and exercise this week, and was quite a bit down at the beginning of the week, but I use donating blood as an excuse to eat normally and I did.  Since I'm always afraid of being denied because of low iron I eat a lot of pasta and steak and beef the night before and the day of my donating.  I also didn't go to the gym when I probably could've at least walked on the treadmill last night, but I was really exhausted.

Excuses much?

At least I basically stayed the same which I'll take over a serious gain any day.

What would you have done???

Ok so - I feel the need to blog, and I do have a couple of things on the back burner, but they're not quite ready to go yet.

So today I wanted to share with you an experience I had...

I went to an area library today and was meandering around.  I decided that I needed to use the restroom so I went to the closest one in which there was an balding person of average height in front of me, kind of looking at the women's room door/sign.  I assumed this was a man who I guess was trying to figure out what side he should go in as for some people, this is a very difficult decision to make.

After quickly opening the door and looking into the bathroom, he decided that was the bathroom to use and the door closed behind him.

That's right.

HE WENT INTO THE WOMEN'S ROOM.

I didn't know what to do!

Do I go in and say, "Uhmmm...I'm not sure if you noticed the sign that you were staring directly at before coming in here, but this is the ladies room."

Or would I say something along the lines of, "Doesn't the lack of urinals in this room tip you off that you might be in the wrong place?"

Should I run and tell someone??  Do I just go in and pretend he's not in there?!

I decided to just turn around and duck behind the shelves of DVDs and stalked bathroom, because well...maybe it WASN'T  man, maybe it was a woman with an unfortunate hair condition.  I had to know, so I waited.

The door opened, and I looked...

Yup, it was a man.  And adult middle aged man, who then went over to the fish tank yo chat with some kid (who I assume he was with).

Does this happen????  Does this for real happen??

It did happen once to me when I attended a beer and wing festival a couple of years ago.  Anything that serves an unlimited number of beer and wings at a nominal fee will result in a men's bathroom line that is actually far longer than the women's.  Of course we were drunk, so we thought it was funny then.

This time?  I thought it was totally bizarre.

So, what would you have done??  Go ahead and share any funny public restroom stories that you have!

Sometimes I feel...

Sometimes I feel like I can go for hours on the elliptical at the gym and sometimes I feel like I can barely get out a half an hour.

Sometimes I feel like I have the worst job ever and sometimes I feel like it's not that bad since I get to blog and chat with friends all day.

Sometimes I feel really annoyed when actual work takes over my blogging/chatting time like it has the past week.

Sometimes I feel really burned out from work, like I do right now.

Sometimes I feel really excited to try something new and sometimes I feel really scared that something might go terribly wrong when I do.

Sometimes I feel like I really didn't need that Tostino's Party Pizza as a late night snack after my horrendous Wal*Mart trip and sometimes I feel like it was totally worth it because I only ended up like 300 calories over for the day.

Sometimes I feel like I only ever hear the song "Pumped up Kicks", but then I remember it's just Janette complaining that she's hearing it again.

Sometimes I feel like 46 peaks is impossible and other times I feel I want to knock them all out in one year.

Sometimes I feel sad that I haven't seen my "guy friend" in over a week and have barely talked to him and other times it puts the situation in perspective for me and makes me feel like I don't need him as much as I thought I did.

Sometimes I feel bad because I've charged a lot of things onto my credit card, mostly food and gas and then other times I feel I have no problem and buy a digital camera.

Sometimes I feel really happy that I'll have a new camera for our hike Saturday.

Sometimes I feel frustrated that my BFF Alison always has to spend her summer weekends at her boyfriend's family's camp and other times I'm happy that she chose to do something with me instead of them.

Sometimes I feel really annoyed that my mom calls me 4 times in one evening and then other times I feel sad that we don't have the relationship that a lot of other people I know have with their parents.

Sometimes I really feel like casually sliding my phone off my desk.

Sometimes I feel really overwhelmed with blogging, there are so many people that I feel I don't get to read as often as I want or keep in touch with as much as I should, but other times I'm really thankful for the bloggy friends I've made thus far.

Sometimes I feel disappointed in myself, had I stuck to what I was doing back in January, I would be at my goal weight by now.

Sometimes I feel excited to see the family I babysit for and other times (like tonight) I'm totally dreading it.  It's rainy, I'm tired...I just want to go home and snuggle with my bear.

Sometimes I feel like I want to move down south and be in warmth and sun all the time and other times I see pictures on Stephanie's blog that remind me that flatness and lack of trees gives me anxiety.

Sometimes I feel like pizza is the only thing I want to live on for the rest of my life.  Actually, I always feel that way.  Why is pizza SO good?

Sometimes I feel like a failure because I don't think I'm where I should be at 26 years old.  Teaching, steady relationship/married, travelling, not in debt, enjoying life...

Sometimes I feel like I've got all the time in the world.

Introverted

As many of you already know, I consider myself extremely socially awkward.  I have a difficult time with small talk and carrying on conversations with new people and I know I often times come across as rude or snotty.  I've tried over the years to "correct" myself and I've done OK but I still consider myself very awkward. 

There's a lot behind it, especially when it comes to conversing with people.  I don't want to bother or annoy anyone with questions or comments.  I generally just wait for people to come to me.

Today Ilaina (AKA Ixy) over at Illusion made post about introverted people, based off an article that she read that can be found here.  It was like the article and the things she said were written for me!  I never classified myself as an introvert or extrovert because I didn't really have the knowledge of either.  Like I said, I considered myself socially awkward.  The thing is, once I read Ixy's post and then went back to read the article I realized that I DO know how to act in social situations.  In fact, I'm actually really good at putting on a show for people when I need to, like for work.  So it's not so much that I'm awkward, I'm just more so...an introvert!

In the article, the author Carl King posts 10 myths about introverted people:

1) Introverts don't like to talk
Carl's take: Introverts don't like to talk without purpose and they won't shut up once you get them talking about something they like.

When I read this it was like a lightbulb went off in my head!  Yes!  In fact, when people comment about how "quiet" I am, I often respond with, "I just don't have anything to say".  That's really it!  To me this comes across as really selfish and self centered, but it brings me back to one of my original thoughts, I simply don't want to bother people with what I have to say, unless it's WORTH saying.  If I'm with my friends however, I can talk to them for days about anything and everything.  And if you ask me a question about something I'm interested in or want to share with you...forget about it.  I think it's safe to say this is why I blog!

2) Introverts are shy
Carl's take: Introverts need a reason to interact

Again - this goes hand in hand with #1.  I need a reason to say something to you, and 99% of the time, I'm going to let you approach me.  Like I said, I don't want to bother or annoy someone so I'm more apt to stay away.

3) Introverts are rude
Carl's take: They just prefer people to be real and honest

I like to think of my blog as a direct reflection of me (although I might be more frank here than in person).  I don't believe ANYONE is sunshine daisies 100% of the time and I'm definitely not going to pretend to be.  As I've gotten older I've gotten better about censoring myself, but I do think sometimes things I say or the way I react about things get me into more trouble or make me seem like a really harsh, soulless person.  I spend a lot of time having to think for a minute before I say something, especially in a heated conversation and that can wear on a person quick.

4) Introverts don't like people
Carl's take: Not true, they are extremely loyal and devoted to their few close friends.

This is true.  I can count my friends on one hand and I consider them very close to me.  I would do ANYTHING for my friends, although as I've gotten older I've been a little more hesitant to be so give, give, give.  I also work in customer service and have ever since I started working, so I can't totally hate people but I will admit, I generally have EXTREMELY low patience for people.  I often tend to think the worst of people before I see the good.

5) Introverts don’t like to go out in public
Carl’s take: Nah!  They just don’t like to be out in public for a long time and tend to avoid complications involved in public activities.

This was something that really hit me, something clicked.  I enjoy spending time going out and doing things by myself, and when I’m with a friend or multiple friends I do get tired and almost cranky if I’ve been out with them for too long.  It’s nothing against them or the activity, I’m always enjoying myself, but sometimes it’s just difficult to keep going.  To keep talking, listening, laughing, figuring out what’s going on etc.  I also find this is less extreme if I’m with one person as opposed to a group.  I would always rather spend time with one other person.  Carl states that because introverts take less time to take in an experience they don’t need to be participating in it as long as others and will need to go home to recharge and process it all.  I couldn’t agree more.

6) Introverts always like to be alone
Carl’s take: They are comfortable with themselves and value time with their own thoughts.  They can get lonely without having someone to share things with and crave an authentic connection with ONE PERSON at a time.

Right?  Did I not just say that??  One person.  And I am extremely comfortable being with myself.  I’m not a lonely person, but if I didn’t have my friends I very much would be.  That doesn’t mean however I need to be with them ALL the time.

7) Introverts are weird
Carl’s take: They are individualists.  They think for themselves and don’t follow popularity and trend.

I tend to agree and disagree with this on my end.  I do have very strong opinions that may or may not be the popular opinion but I don’t think I’m “weird” or “eccentric” or anything like that.  I think this is where I don’t really fall into the introvert mold.

8) Introverts are aloof nerds
Carl’s take: Introverts pay close attention to their thoughts and emotions, and it’s not that they can’t pay attention to what’s going on around them, it’s just that their inner world is more stimulating to them.

I laughed at this particular myth because there have been times where someone is talking to me and as soon as they stop I literally say, “I’m sorry all I heard was *queue Charlie Brown teacher voice*”  I mean, at least I’m honest about it, right??  I really do pride myself as being a good listener and there are a lot of times where I kind of tune someone in and out but sometimes they just get totally tuned out.  It’s usually because it’s something that I’m tired of hearing about from that person, or I generally have no interest/nothing to say about it.  Again, I see where that comes across as selfish and self absorbed.

9) Introverts don’t know how to relax and have fun
Carl’s take: Introverts relax at home or in nature.  If there is too much talking and noise, they shut down.  There is hardcore science to back this up.

We all know that I’m a big biker/hiker.  I enjoy exercising alone and although I enjoy doing the other two with a companion, I have no problem doing it alone either.  When I’m looking to relax, I’m absolutely looking to be alone surrounded by quiet or sounds that I choose.  Hence, why I get so INFURIATED when I come home from work to have kids playing right outside my living room window.  Referring back to the shutting down with too much talking and noise, also true.  I totally zone out in really crowded, busy, noisy places.  It’s simply because I’m taking it all in, looking at people and things, listening to conversations and music.  I need to process.

10) Introverts can fix themselves and become Extroverts
Carl’s Take: Introverts cannot fix themselves and deserve respect for their natural temperament and contributions to the human race.

AMEN!  I don’t WANT to be an introvert.  I have a couple of VERY introverted friends, and their great people but gosh, it must be exhausting for them.  Heck it’s exhausting for me to be around them!  I do however appreciate this article because it makes me feel not so alone, it makes me feel less “socially awkward” and it gives ME a better understanding of my thoughts and actions.  Now I just wish I could print it out and share it with everyone I know, because I won’t lie…even though I don’t consider myself weird, I think people are questionable of me and my actions sometimes and I think this would help.

 

So, what do YOU think?  Do you consider yourself an Introvert or an Extrovert?  What are things you find difficult with dealing with someone who is Introverted or Extroverted?

 

Thanks for the inspiration Ixy!